Between the two fingers, there is always an exact gap (on each hand). That’s not to say there is no exception. Human has his view on perfect balanced face symmetry. Is there any? Your left eye is always a little higher or droopier to your right eye. Your right arm seems a bit longer to your left. Is it imagination? No, it is not. As a girl, to perfect my craft in drawing eyeliner, I sometimes take two different products for my left and right eye. Makeup artists that pull off an even wing for both eyes are deserved to be idolized!
Life is like that. Certainly, there are many aspects you cannot master yet there will be someone (that is close to you) expect you (yes you, not them) to be an expert in such. When it turns out that you cannot satisfy their open wishes, that someone would be upset. In turns, you will feel guilty for simply being a flawed human being. Why is that? Now that my friend, I don't have an answer. What I do know is that, you are who you want to be. Yes. You can be a King, a Queen if you "put your back into it". I am not saying it as a joke or simply a cute pat on your back. Oprah has said this over and over on her tv show, her Spotify talk show...over and over again...it's that did you listen? You may listen but without a heart. You didn't or couldn't believe you have that power. The leaders wouldn't want you to know that you have that power either. They rather you'd stay in a shelf and never get out. Simply put, if everyone is strong and capable, who would obediently work hard in the bottom of the hierarchy?! Who would be an entertainer-there to make you laugh and have a good time while they are sweating...perhaps humiliate themselves for the keywords (money, power, status, etc.).
Life is bigger than what it seems. You and I, we need to take time off from the voices in our heads. Not to tell it to stop but give us a break. Be still. Look at the nature around us. Be still. See the sea, feel the wave, smell the ocean and breath in the freshness that nature blesses upon us. Be still and you will be free.
End of the break. Work hard and I will see you again.
Love,
Undressing Under the Stars host- Nina